Superheroes

Dear Readers,

We all have our own Superhero's that we idolise all the time.Superman might be the most common one among all.But have we ever though of the Superhero that are always around us and beside us all the time protecting and guiding us?

I've had dreams today.After a very long time that it makes me want to write a story about it.It will be exactly 9 years since the incident happen.

I remember when I was still a young boy,he used to carry me around all the time because I would be so lazy to walk around the mall that I faked a stomach ache just for the sake of being carried.naughty ain't I?Every week we would go to mall and also arcade station for me to play games have some good family times.

Whenever we have to make decisions on where to eat and go, He will always be the one to make it instead of my Mom.He is short tempered and gets angry at even the little things.I remember I watch World Cup once during 2002 if I remember correctly between Spain and I don't know what team,it was 2-3am already.I got all excited when they scored and of course shouted out in excitement.The next minute i got yelled at by him and have to off the TV and went straight to bed.Oh well~

Right before we go to bed every night, He would grab me and wrestle with me.I would always and ALWAYS lose due to my small size and he is quite a tall man although I'm very much taller than him now =).It was fun letting him grab me around and I just could not do a thing to counter him.We would laugh all night and then only went to bed.

He don't give me everything I wanted but i do have PlayStation 1 and 2 and also a computer.I don't get to play all the time so I have to play when he's not around.Whenever he comes back,he would touch the computer to check whether it's hot or not.That way he will know that I played or not.Smart Man!

He do have his bad and good times but he is always there for me.Well all that ends during year 2002 when he left us due to health problems.I had a full year of hard times accepting and get used to it.Even till now I still misses him from time to time.He still do meant a lot to me.

Even though he is long gone, he will always stay as my Superhero in my heart and no matter

what, he will always be missed.Because of that,I will work extra hard to support my Mother in the future.

The incredible man that I've been writing about so far is My Father.I'm proud of him and all the things he have done for us.I love you Dad.

I do hope the little story I wrote here could at least inspired you fellow readers to appreciate what you have now and if you haven't start doing what are suppose to be done.It's never too late to start now.Don't wait till it's too late because we never know what will happen tomorrow.So appreciate what we have now.=)

Thank you.

KeeGuan.

Those times.=)

The Point Of No Return

It's sem 4 already.Man and it's week2!I can't believe it.Time just flies eh.. I'm having 3 subjects for this semester and hopefully will score well and no more lazy.Will be attending my class tomorrow.Oh well who know who I will meet eh?

Moved to new places and I like it,facing lake and good environment although it's a bit of a pain on the renting.Wanted to join Ipoh Int Run and Star walk but I wonder if I can train in time.I don't even know i can start training.Will be monitoring my daily performance to determine whether I'm fit enough or not..I still can't believe so much thing have happened in such a short amount of time. And I'm gonna be 21 in 3 months time.Damn it..Most of the time i still stuck at 2009 and 2010. Still needed time to get used to this year.

Regrets is what make us stronger.So learn from it.I learnt mine.The thing is,i gotta work hard and for my future..So many things to do yet so little time.I have to grow up.

I'm confused bout what action to take next.i have a hard time determining it.Whether it is right for me to do so?Am i doing the right thing,action?I'm kinda lost.Anyway gotta rest.

TaTa =) LOL

Time That Passes By

So it's been a year already, can't believe time passes so fast.So many things happened, i can still remember clearly my working days and whoop here i am 2011 and going to be 21 soon. Man I'm getting old.

I'm truly grateful to have a great bunch of friends in Kampar and my other half. I enjoyed every minute with them and i still do now. I got several new nicknames in this 1 year, Few of the examples? = Tiang~Sai~Chang Chang~Uncle~sae sae kuah beh tio(LoL)~and etc..>__<

I scored pretty well in this last sem which i should be doing it since sem1 but still the old me,Extremely lazy. Why wait till last sem only hardworking? well i learnt my lesson for real this time.i can't afford to waste my time no more.I'm getting old as i mention just now.Not much time left to waste. So i will study hard form now on. My target is 3.5 every sem =)

For my health, I still pain from time to time which is very frustrating,Well i can't do a thing.need to wait for at least 2 more month and must be relaxed most of the time.Very troublesome but that's what i need to do.Sometimes it even push me to the point of giving up.Well the feeling are just so F*-Up.Yea the word describes it!

Holiday has been pretty boring and good at the same time.Its gonna end in a week or so and then it's a new semester,I have been meeting up and catching up with a lot of friends, even so i still must say i miss the old times. Who don't?:P

Will be going Genting next week, i have a tight Financial so i guess i have to diet next month.No choice.Entertainment for food.

I got a lot more things to write but i guess I'm too lazy so will just update this short for now.Till next time =)

Finally After 2 months.

Suddenly i decided to blog about life so here i am,back again after 2 months of hiatus.Recently i am troubled by health problems regrading my ribcage.Its having a bone inflammation and its kinda suffering.i am restrain from doing a lot of things.Been having quite a lot of fun times and a sad sad moments as well.I will have to study a lot harder this semester and got a lot of things to be done as well.I'm no longer young which is sad but true facts.I need to start thinking on holding a lot of responsibilities for my family relationship and myself as well.It will be hard of course but i know i can do it.I had this thought which are so scary.I have been to dependent on my mom.

Let's find out why.She's working alone and no longer young,She can only work for maybe 5-6 years more and that's it.I need to prepare myself to take up the burdens.We don't know what will happen in the future so it's scary when i though of something will happen to her and what will i do?i know i will be so lost and do not know what to do.I'm seriously lost whenever i think of that.Because of that i will just do what i can do now and do best.That is Study Hard and Make myself a better future. It is not easy,I been living with stress and fears everyday in my life.But that is what drives me.

The picture u see are taken during the CNY where we have dinner together =)..I am really glad i met them,They are my daily motivation to get going and knowing that i am being depended upon makes me even stronger but i myself need support as well.I don't know what to write anymore.It's been too long since i last blogged,making me feeling lost as what to write next LOL...I guess that's all for now eh?Will update again once fresh thoughts come to my mind :D

Thanks For reading.

Other Half, Christmas,Exams.

Well guys it's certainly been a long time since i last posted. A lot of things had happen during these period.Christmas have just ended and this year i celebrated in Ipoh for the 1st time in friends house.It was awesome and i even went to a church to worship God for Christmas. Its on 11.11.10 when i found my other half.It's been 1 and a half month now.Time is passing so fast that sometimes i cant even believe the speed of it.The reason why i haven't been blogging for so long is because i have been writing on a book rather than updating it here.So sorry for that.

Exam are coming up,tomorrow to be exact.Stress are building up but not really pressured this time,Don't know why.I have new commitments,new self that need to be change as well.met several new friends,and on 2nd Jan will be organizing a small Penang Trip for my friends,hope it will go well.I really do hope it will be an enjoyable one.I pray to god that my exams will be fine and went smoothly,same goes to my friends as well.That's all for now,this is a really short update.will post a new one when i have more time =) thanks

Borderline

The title is kinda special for this post. Once again, i was lied and fooled but i will not change, i'm so stubborn that i still want to believe him. Because we were once close and formed a bond that are still there even till now. I guess i'm just too stupid huh?Well i will take that risk because that's me!i just cant stop trusting people.Recently helped a friend go through her life and hopefully she will be able to change for the better =). I feel that every time i help people,i would feel happy and bad at the same time, I don't know why though.But i'm glad to help people, but i do have my limits.i cant help everyone every time.Because i myself have a problem and i'm not problem free.U may lie to me once,but that's it,u may betray me once, but that's it.Because after that i will remember it inside my heart.I will provide advice to every single friend who come to me but if u don't heed my advice i would just say take it or leave it~

My limits are very high,i don't get angry or annoyed unless it's something serious,but that doesn't i will not.I'm actually very sad about my friends who lied and lied again now.So my post are a little self talk.LOL(forgive me).Anyway i don't really have to face my problems alone.i do have someone to talk to,speak my heart out now.So i would like to say thanks.

Its week 10 now and i know if i want to advance without failure which i really tired of,i need to start studying already and that's exactly what i am going to start doing in the next few days. Oh i won the Penang marathon and ranked 827 .Its pretty good and i gotta say i'm proud of myself haha!So wish me luck and i pray that i will have the heart to study well.Also my friends will be able to wake up and be more mature,So i can stop worrying >.<. Gotta go bed as it is very late now.So Chaoz~

End Of Stress

Hey guys I'm back again,This will be a short post as its just an update on whats been going on! Its already week 9 now and in 3 days i will be in Penang (Finally).Its been ages since i last went back to Penang.I cant even explain how much i missed it =)...Assignments only left Management as my presentations have been settled last week,Also something happened which really push most of the stress of me and yes i am happy and thankful!Its gonna be just another 6 weeks before my final exam.This weekend i will be going for the Penang Bridge Marathon,Hopefully i will be able to survive it =,=..

We went to the musical gathering last Friday and we were impressed by the band.That's how we came up with the idea of making one..Because of that i really need to improve my guitar skill now.NO more slacking.I have been slacking way too many weeks now. That's that and its late i guess I'm gonna go off to bed for now.NItez and stay tune =)