Kampar

Its been the 4th week since i came to kampar,im getting used to it already although cycling to school is still a pain in the arse!But its a good exercise for me =)

As for my studies,im currently studying critical thinking,sociology,maths,english and economics...Its not that hard for now,but ive been feeling the stress of assignment already.i have a good classmates and they were friendly although i decided to be the silent type which is so not me!haha..i guess i need some time to warm up.i realised its been long since i write though...

I miss my home back in penang but hey thats life,u have to get used to whatever that is coming your way eh?Kampar is peaceful to me but i seems to have lost my confident somehow.i need to gather back my motivation already!and oh my good old lazyness are gradually coming back,luckily this time i know how to fight it!=)..the weather is kinda cooling here too but its very hot during afternoon!

Oh and during these few weeks,i went to PwtC-KL for the youth festival 2010..its fun and get to see alot of cool stuff..for my own personal life nothing much of a development still the same!I missed a lot of movies,no chance to watch coz here aint penang!mayb i just gotta wait then haha...

i think im gonna end here for now..will post again haha stay tune

Future :)

Firstly thanks for the concern guys,i appreciate it haha..but this is a feeling that i kept deep inside my heart for a long time..i finally decided to share with u guys :D..anyway as for now i still prefer to be single although i will accept a relationship if it permits..so dont worry and im ok!xD..too free the mind also keep on thinking noob things =,=...ok thats it :)

Note:regarding the last post,its trues and if there may be a chance.I will start it :D

Doubts

Its already been a month and left 1 more month for me to start my studies in kampar.i had the sudden urge to write blog as i had something to share with u guys!
1 thing in particular is about what I'm feeling right now..i don't know how to start,but i can say that I'm currently starting to fall in love again but im doubting myself and held that feeling back..I'm fighting against it by thinking to myself 'don't love yet,u cant do it'.yea i know this is stupid.I'm currently still facing the fear of love and although i advice and help people get through their love thingy i myself cant do it.Wat a shame :(

What i had in mind now?I would like to try again,that is to have a relationship and hopefully it will work,as i am very immature in my love last time(1st time)..I would really appreciate and work on it if i were to be given another shot.

Why am i afraid to confront love?because when im in love i 'changed'..u guys wont know that but its true.i realised it myself.I become hot headed,short tempered,impatient,control freak?,easily jealous(hard to believe but true)!...well thats like 2 1/2 years ago haha..although its already that long im still afraid.I already have a girl in my heart but all these things are stopping me and it is very hard on me..im still trying to figure out whether to fight it or back away from it as always..sighs~.

The bottom line is,i may be good in everything but not love..when it comes to love i shrink :)

Note:the picture are the scene taken at KLCC when i am back in KL.

Long Awaited Post

As most of u guys already know,i am back to penang!its been 2 weeks now and i still miss kl honetly ><..the lrt,buses,busy lives at KL...hmm..the special food!haha!anyway i learned a lot in kl as i mentioned in my last post which were ages ago LoL.And i also met a few new friends there and workmate as well.i miss them and hope to see them again.it was short but meaningful.I would also like to thank my uncle and aunt for taking care of me these past few months.The things they taught me are still in my mind till now.

Alright back to penang.i think many of u don't know yet but 2 days after i back to penang,my dog rocky passed away in front of me..it was very sad, I'm still trying to get used to it sigh~..nothing much happen since i back except for chengbeng and going out with friends.

Going to utar on June,cant wait to start my studies.umm..theres one thing i would like to have an attention here.Its about the sudden changes i experience after i back here to penang.

I was surprised to know that a few of my friends,not acquaintance but close ones changed!not better but worse..i don't really wanna mention any further.But i will say this.i appreciate my friends,i love them,and i adore them.cause without them I'm nothing.so it really really hurts me if u guys suddenly change.its like stabbing a sword through my heart!I don't like to complain,but if it gets on my nerve that's it!LOL...

anyway i need to get to bed soon.need to renew license and find a temporary job till i go Utar..Thx for reading xD

What I Learned In Q1 2010

1.Life Is Not As Easy as I Though

2.Be Serious About yourself in whatever you are doing

3.The Lazyness That I need to get rid of(My Dota addict,and internet/computer usage)

4.As life goes on,one grows older thus making more difficult and life changing decision!

5.Coming to kl has taught me that if i don't study i wont go nowhere..

6.I got new collages that share with me their life experience that they regret not studying.it was very valuable to me :)

7.I rather study now that i know working are never once easier than study.For those who say work is easy and study is hard because they keep on failing their exam are because of lazyness which i once were.I hope when i start my new course(Public Relation) at Utar this June,i will get rid of the bad habits and finish my studies
in 4 straight years.I cant afford to waste any more time.After that,I get to work all i want even if I don't want to.So,study while you can.Don't keep thinking about doing the things that you will be doing for the rest of your life,instead think about what will you do now to get/achieve what you want for the future :D

8.Lastly,This Post are posted to all as well as myself.Because From time to time when my bad habits come back,this is the post that will remind me of what i learned in Kl during the 1st Q1 of 2010~

Thanks ^^

Cny Activities~Part 2

4Th Day

Today is an interesting day.coz its the day i reunion with most of my friends!haha.we plan to visit from house to house today!

Alright for the 1st house we went to wen han house and he was shock when he came out from the shower to see 15 people sitting in his house LOL!imagine the look of his noob face GG!

The second house we went to Mok house and it was pretty fun that she was called a teacher by everyone haha.shortly after that we went to fetch Hui Ling and then go to Xsin Yeeh House!

It was pretty new for me since its the 1st time i visit her house.its nice but then the stairway are very dark zz so scary for girls at night haha.

After finishing at her house we walk to Kia Chin house as it was nearby.im a regular there so nothing special haha.but then im surprised that 17 people can fit into his flat!AMAZING Lolz

We went to pepsi Hu home next.its nice and theres this baby name carmen.she was so cute but then she always bully me!!Pity me nia haha

AFter pepsi house its itme to go to the NOob Rikizz aka Akit and Bak Jia Yang house.both of them live in the same flat but different floors.their flats are pretty nice with plenty of wind blowing all the time!and did i mention nice view too?:)

Following that we went to julius house for like 15mins and i lose rm4 just like that zzz -,-~

because noob nee(LoL) house were just next door we went to her house immediately and hang out there too.her house is a regular to me too but then just act normal haha :P~

Finally we went to JASON house .right after entering his house i jump right into his massaging chair and recharged myself LOL.the funny thing is this massage chair even massage the butt!!PRO!

After Jason house we were all Damn HUngry so went to sunway and ate some cafe.i treat all of them as i promised!hope u guys enjoyed it!:D

Guess what?its My house now!!but it wasnt as expected due to some plan changes so they just stay at my house for an house and gamble.after that we went to Mei Yings house!and gamble the Whole night!~.~thanks ya for the gambling Venue haha!we though we were all going back but then Dylan asked us to go to his house coz nobody went to his house YET!pity him so we all go la!haha.his house were so big and hes damn rich man!jealouss~~><

Well i thinks that pretty much of it.i went back to Kl on the next day for work and thats all..im just gonna post few pictures here..u can see more of it on mY facebook as usual!~..

The pictures resolution were reduced so it might not look nice..and oh yeah i won rm 34 through gambling for the night yay~

Thanks For Reading~~^^

Note: will update the new year event i had in Kl tomorrow or mayb later :D

Cny Activities~

1st Day

1st day,as usual go first to grandpa house for reunion and then collect angpows,after that went back home and thats it for the 1st day LoL.

2nd Day

The next day,i went to my aunties house to have lunch with the family and it was nice.but i was tired though.and kinda not in the mood for new year which i wonder why =,=.at night i went to Tang house and meet up with a couple of my close friends too!we gambled and i lose till almost pengsan lol..

3rd Day

For the 3rd day its interesting,my uncle and aunts came to my house for lunch and after that we went through all the really old photos which is so nice and brings back a lot of memories.that includes the picture of me 10 years ago LoL!At night i went out with King Loong for BKT(bak Kut Teh) and we gayed rest of the night HAHA!

For The 4th day i write next post coz a lot update for it.. :)