Assignments!

I Guess Im back to blogging!As the title says,the few coming weeks are stressful..exams and assignments!need to work hard and cant afford to play that much anymore!!

My Aim

Sleep Earlier

No More Lazy

3.0CGPA haha!

Oh and i know how to play guitar now!i learnt happy birthday but only bout 60% its only been 3 weeks lol...my hands getting numb so i guess better rest for now..having a 8am class tomorrow so i better run off to bed now!?

TatA!

Bad Romance LoL

Its really late now and im still awake,probably because i slept too much during the day haha!me and my roommate are still online!4am already~!As usual i need to share whats in my heart here!

Today we went for dota and i had a lot of fun!its like stress reliever lol..and then around 12am we went to kampar lakeside to hangout and we played role play!where a person said a keyword and the other person had to act it out!fun right?haha and later mamak!till now xD..so tiring

1 Thing i regret is i played my game and i forgot bout 'her'..felt so bad but anyway what done is done.no use crying over a spilled milk eh?..Im still single,but im waiting for the answer and decision from her.But then one thing that i always scare of-are the answer..no matter how strong i may look,i have a extremely fragile heart..But then i always believe that some things are worth waiting no matter how long it is =)

SO in short im still single but unavailable cause i already have a special one in my heart and i intend to keep on waiting!i know the stakes are high and a lot of obstacles waiting for me,but then i wonder why i still want to keep on waiting despite all these.Strange isnt it?why dont i find one here at kampar?the answer is love is unconditional haha!..Sorry but i wanna write more.

Do u guys think im doing the right thing?we never met but we soon will,i feel extremely comfortable talking to her(putting aside the meeting) and i am motivated to study harder!!anyway i have alot more to write here but then,i think im gonna end it here..i guess i better keep the others to myself *.*

Have a great day Readers :)

New Style!

Hey guys,im back again haha..i have just change the layout of my blog,the new set of designs are interesting an its very nice too despite the limited choices!I had a mini accident 2 days ago due to my Noob bicycle pedal came off!luckily i managed to control myself and only injured my knee cap ~.~!!!im fine except i hate to bath coz everytime i bath it hurts!lol..its saturday morning now.im gonna go sleep back coz of football yesterday and i dint get much sleep!

This year world cup are disappointing but then they may have their own reason,did not play enough together?and a new reason by them todya saying the ball was not good enough compared to the 2006 world cup,blame it on the technology =,=!oh well i rather sleep than watch them now haha..anyway just wanna mention bout my new design xD..nite nite

Kampar

Its been the 4th week since i came to kampar,im getting used to it already although cycling to school is still a pain in the arse!But its a good exercise for me =)

As for my studies,im currently studying critical thinking,sociology,maths,english and economics...Its not that hard for now,but ive been feeling the stress of assignment already.i have a good classmates and they were friendly although i decided to be the silent type which is so not me!haha..i guess i need some time to warm up.i realised its been long since i write though...

I miss my home back in penang but hey thats life,u have to get used to whatever that is coming your way eh?Kampar is peaceful to me but i seems to have lost my confident somehow.i need to gather back my motivation already!and oh my good old lazyness are gradually coming back,luckily this time i know how to fight it!=)..the weather is kinda cooling here too but its very hot during afternoon!

Oh and during these few weeks,i went to PwtC-KL for the youth festival 2010..its fun and get to see alot of cool stuff..for my own personal life nothing much of a development still the same!I missed a lot of movies,no chance to watch coz here aint penang!mayb i just gotta wait then haha...

i think im gonna end here for now..will post again haha stay tune

Future :)

Firstly thanks for the concern guys,i appreciate it haha..but this is a feeling that i kept deep inside my heart for a long time..i finally decided to share with u guys :D..anyway as for now i still prefer to be single although i will accept a relationship if it permits..so dont worry and im ok!xD..too free the mind also keep on thinking noob things =,=...ok thats it :)

Note:regarding the last post,its trues and if there may be a chance.I will start it :D

Doubts

Its already been a month and left 1 more month for me to start my studies in kampar.i had the sudden urge to write blog as i had something to share with u guys!
1 thing in particular is about what I'm feeling right now..i don't know how to start,but i can say that I'm currently starting to fall in love again but im doubting myself and held that feeling back..I'm fighting against it by thinking to myself 'don't love yet,u cant do it'.yea i know this is stupid.I'm currently still facing the fear of love and although i advice and help people get through their love thingy i myself cant do it.Wat a shame :(

What i had in mind now?I would like to try again,that is to have a relationship and hopefully it will work,as i am very immature in my love last time(1st time)..I would really appreciate and work on it if i were to be given another shot.

Why am i afraid to confront love?because when im in love i 'changed'..u guys wont know that but its true.i realised it myself.I become hot headed,short tempered,impatient,control freak?,easily jealous(hard to believe but true)!...well thats like 2 1/2 years ago haha..although its already that long im still afraid.I already have a girl in my heart but all these things are stopping me and it is very hard on me..im still trying to figure out whether to fight it or back away from it as always..sighs~.

The bottom line is,i may be good in everything but not love..when it comes to love i shrink :)

Note:the picture are the scene taken at KLCC when i am back in KL.

Long Awaited Post

As most of u guys already know,i am back to penang!its been 2 weeks now and i still miss kl honetly ><..the lrt,buses,busy lives at KL...hmm..the special food!haha!anyway i learned a lot in kl as i mentioned in my last post which were ages ago LoL.And i also met a few new friends there and workmate as well.i miss them and hope to see them again.it was short but meaningful.I would also like to thank my uncle and aunt for taking care of me these past few months.The things they taught me are still in my mind till now.

Alright back to penang.i think many of u don't know yet but 2 days after i back to penang,my dog rocky passed away in front of me..it was very sad, I'm still trying to get used to it sigh~..nothing much happen since i back except for chengbeng and going out with friends.

Going to utar on June,cant wait to start my studies.umm..theres one thing i would like to have an attention here.Its about the sudden changes i experience after i back here to penang.

I was surprised to know that a few of my friends,not acquaintance but close ones changed!not better but worse..i don't really wanna mention any further.But i will say this.i appreciate my friends,i love them,and i adore them.cause without them I'm nothing.so it really really hurts me if u guys suddenly change.its like stabbing a sword through my heart!I don't like to complain,but if it gets on my nerve that's it!LOL...

anyway i need to get to bed soon.need to renew license and find a temporary job till i go Utar..Thx for reading xD