Borderline

The title is kinda special for this post. Once again, i was lied and fooled but i will not change, i'm so stubborn that i still want to believe him. Because we were once close and formed a bond that are still there even till now. I guess i'm just too stupid huh?Well i will take that risk because that's me!i just cant stop trusting people.Recently helped a friend go through her life and hopefully she will be able to change for the better =). I feel that every time i help people,i would feel happy and bad at the same time, I don't know why though.But i'm glad to help people, but i do have my limits.i cant help everyone every time.Because i myself have a problem and i'm not problem free.U may lie to me once,but that's it,u may betray me once, but that's it.Because after that i will remember it inside my heart.I will provide advice to every single friend who come to me but if u don't heed my advice i would just say take it or leave it~

My limits are very high,i don't get angry or annoyed unless it's something serious,but that doesn't i will not.I'm actually very sad about my friends who lied and lied again now.So my post are a little self talk.LOL(forgive me).Anyway i don't really have to face my problems alone.i do have someone to talk to,speak my heart out now.So i would like to say thanks.

Its week 10 now and i know if i want to advance without failure which i really tired of,i need to start studying already and that's exactly what i am going to start doing in the next few days. Oh i won the Penang marathon and ranked 827 .Its pretty good and i gotta say i'm proud of myself haha!So wish me luck and i pray that i will have the heart to study well.Also my friends will be able to wake up and be more mature,So i can stop worrying >.<. Gotta go bed as it is very late now.So Chaoz~