Home Sweet Home!

Its Christmas!!and i am going back to penang after lunch today!God i miss penang soooo much!~~i need the food~my friends~~omg..i need to meet them so much even though its been a week only..hmm i wonder why am i so desperate =.=?erm..as i though now..i would work for mayb 2-4 months..and then i will force myself to study thanks to my aunties advice that if i dont study now its gonna be too late in the future and right im taking mass communication for sure!mayb im going back to tarc?who knows..
I have decided to work coz i need to know whats the real life and 'makan pahit' and oh yeah the most important thing of all!discipline!im lacking of discipline seriously!
if i go study now.wat would happen?
1.i would play dota most of the time after class
2.forget that im even studying =.=
3.when exam only study=fail = GG
4. that concludes it lol
wat else?thats the only thing i can come up with..i can work my ass off right now but i wont go far!all the blame goes to the noob certs thingy lol..ok la enough whining..i will go to rodneys party on monday!yay!!im gonna meet him haha!


The End

Difficult Decision

Hey guys im currently blogging from subang jaya Usj 20,my uncles house which i may be staying for some time now..why do i say that?let recall it from my last post!
i was saying that i mayb studying or working..and i did choose working with my uncle here which requires me to repair computers,servers..well and more of course..i will had to move here to KL for now and that is the problem im facing now(the readjustment of a new life)
i could not sleep yesterday until 4+am coz thinking of this stuff..
The First things are everything in my life are gonna change!!
my friends,food,my lifestyle,environment!..

To my friends,especially close ones(you know who u are)..im really sorry that i have to go kl for now..its like a lifetime decision for me as i feel so sad and reluctant to choose between friends,fun or my future..and i know it was more important to choose my future and hey i could go back to penang once or twice a month to meet up with them rite?...oh well despite all that i still cant console myself..it needs time i guess!
oh well i will be back on this friday,and i will back to kl again on next tuesday already..short right?i know!...oh well i just need to say this out coz damn it!im really sad right now..sigh~...
anyway..thats all i guess..i need to rest myself right now!..byez

Merry X'Mas

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Merry Christmas

Thx To Jia Yang :D

Hi Bloggers LoL

A special Hi to bloggers(friends) coz i have deserted my blog for almost a month already coz i have nothing to write as usual..but hey?this time i do have few things to write about!lets get it started~

1st things>>

Friends

All my friends that i know are great but hey i was so disappointed to know that 'some' of my friends actually sucks.why?they actually tricked girls heart one after another which are known better as 'playboy' i guess?(u know who u are,so i wont elaborate it here)give u face :)

2nd things>>

Life

Many people though I'm still studying but let me set this straight

I'm not studying right now and i may not study anymore due to few reasons

1)don't have the will to study

2)lazy

3)play games too much

yea i know that's just REASONS that are given by me!and i do prefer working with my uncle ,well we'll see :D

About my relationships,Im still Single many of my friends have gotten themselves a new partner which i wish them all the best and do love each other well!!back to me(lolz) im searching?i guess..im starting to give myself another chance to try again because i was a wuss after my 1st love!so..oh well it all depends on the fate!:)

3rd

Whats Happening?

work as always noob king loong coming to my house every now and then to online and overnight!

oh yea we became god bros too!I'm happy for that too!umm..this week I'm going to KL on Saturday for a week!and I'm more than happy to go there because i wanna go sunway!KLCC!! 1 Utama etc...too many i lost count :P

so that's it..I'm gonna stop here..coz I'm not really in the mood and i need to pray my dad tomorrow so..nite nite ^@^

LAZYNESS!!

ok thats it im too lazy to share my trip to china here...although i had planned out everyting i wanna write lol..mayb wait sometime when im more motivated to write :D!

anyway for this week i watched 3 movies in 3 days and run penang bridge half marathon which i almost lost a leg lOL!i never done any exercise also finished half marathon but it was very hard =,=..mayb i join again next year(with training of course):D

the next one is,im very angry with something which really annoys me..ah well i dont wanna say it..just dont fool around with girls heart!!damn it..

now then about myself..nothing much but gonna continue work,still havent register for any new college ..still need more time to think i guess!..and 1 more thing is i kind a feel love again but oh well i will just forget it like everytime:)

till next time

Kee Guan

China trip

ok just some brief ones..china trip was exciting and fun!but very very cold and tiring!
will update tomorrow LOL nitez

Sorry guys~

hey guys!really sorry,i have been neglecting my blog for ages now..i thinked about my blog everyday but im too lazy to write anything..that because everyday is the same for me now!

hmm..ok lets start from the last post,been working for 2-3 weeks now..very boring and i need to hang out at night with friends or else im dead!looking forward to resume my studies on january at HCC!

and as for this week,there are car show at auto city!!mean machine 2009!very very nice and a lot of hotties!XD!!those who did not get to go can view the photos at my facebook!:)

im going to china at 11november haha..and..thats all!lol.

Quick Update

Alrite i know its been long since i update my blog...well last week i was so busy with making a new passport for myself and go to tarc for withdrawal!dont worry i will be still in penang guys..will go to han chiang college to ask for mass com information next week!hmm..i already start working this week..it was tiring but its way better than staying at home slowly rotting in front of my computer lol!..

well today is a special day..ITS DEEPAVALI!!im going out soon to eat indian food!woo cant wait!!

well i will update again soon...'soon' lol :D

Blog?

A sad case,i forgot about my blog lol..i always pass through but didnt even update it...well recently went to genting for 3 days 2 nights..with a group of friends..had a lot of great moment with them too!but it was very tiring...even after 2 days i still feel the tiredness!

alright i dont wanna write much..my mood is like a thunderstorm rite now..hope u und..:D

Great weekend and Birthdays

*Short Update*

Last week i head to Kl after my last paper to attend my cousins birthday party..it was real fun with a Hawaii theme!so i need to wear the extremely short and sexy shorts lol..as usual the photos are at facebook..i could not post some here coz i dint use my camera this time~

ok next is i get to know a lot of new friends..they are cool!hope to see them again soon!..

its really tiring and happy trip this time and i got a leg injury lol from games and also ice skating!im glad i still remember how to skate hehe..

hmm another thing is the way back was the worst because a 4 hour ride became 6hour because of the unexpected heavy traffic ...sigh...what a waste of time..because of that im gonna get more rest now! so im gonna go bed..will update again soon!

Life update

alright,finally an update after almost a week of non updates,why?because my life now is only at home and nothing more lol..ok last week i went for a birthday party of a friend amos..a great guy he is!i was happy to be there and get to know few friends also play some great games by paul!thanks man haha..ok enough of that see the photos! lol

this week im gonna finish off my last 2 papers and then go KL for my cousins birthday party as well celebrate my own too HAHA~after that will work for a few days and go GENTING~~

alright this is stupid,i dont know what else to write so it ends..HERE!bye xD

Lowlife SCUM

Today i plan to go back penang for tomorows exam,but the rain delayed my trip..so i decided to rush back when the rain stop.i was happily going back to penang with motorcycle as usual..and here comes the bad thingy that make me real angry that i have to blog it immediately to let the whole world know!i past the bridge and i was riding at 95km/h(slow ok lol)..when i almost reach tesco suddenly i felt that my motor lost it balance which almost make me crash!FUCK!nvm..and then i quickly stop at the corner of the road(left side)..i noticed an indian guy followed stopping behind me and u know what he said? he said in hokkien

eh i want to stop u also stop so ngam?

and then he continued by

you tyre puncture right?i change for u

he straight away stop his motor bring out his stuff that is needed to change a motor tyre...

after it finish he asked me

this is the 1st time u kena?i said 2nd time(lied)

and then its finish,he charged me fucking RM 20 for a tyre tube!!which only cost about rm6-8 in normal shops!!!

but its ok coz now i write it out here i feel much better..damn it man!i regret coming back to penang!!!

alright i dont want to talk about it anymore ~.~

study better lol!

P.S sorry for some rude language >.<

EXAM!!

alright!little update for now..nothing much happenning in my life right now except staying at home and 'studying' haha!..For merdeka i went to see movies with friends and hang out at mcD..after that we went to sunway for the lame countdown that wasted 30minutes of our life LOL.!!oh yea we brought the ticket to genting already too!cant wait for it man!!genting!!hmm..my exam gonna end at 17 september and 3days later is a special day for me..i wonder what will happen on that day?ii think its gonna be another usual same day haha!

wat else wat else?..

gonna work soon?to earn some money before going for my trip or else i will be sooo poor lol

well gtg..dinner!if anything only i will update haha!

Something to Share

"Some desire is necessary to keep life in motion"

As the title says,desire is necessary to keep life in motion.recently a few of my friends is in love season and they seems to have found their partner!well that is part of life cycle and it is important that we think properly before making actions!Of course i myself are not engaged or anything but single!i have also experience love myself like any other teenagers out there and mine did not go very well.SO wat i wanna say is if You guys really like him/her..GO AHEAD!!don hesitate,be brave!Put all excuses aside and remember this: YOU are capable!

Besides the exam is also near now,so u guys might wanna wait a little till its over and then ACTION!xD..no matter what,the important thing now is our studies as love can be found when we grow up or when time comes so there is no need for a hasty decision or worried about it!

Lastly,to all my friend bare in mind that no matter what happens or anything at all,i am always here ready to help you because u are my friends once and lifetime!(woo!did i just said that?LOL)

thats all,just wanna say it out tata!^^

P.S the picture is just a random ones :) from last year lol

Messed Up Holiday!

Everyone are expecting their holiday where they can hangout and have a great time/catching up with their friends..same goes for me as well.im expecting a great holiday and none other than spending precious time with friends too but the situations changed!i think i should say a usual disappointment..everytime when we wanted to go somewhere nice with a group of friends..there will be people who will say that they cant go at the last minute especially to those who have made promises!i really really hate that!its like being betrayed!F that!i was told by one of my friend yesterday and i was so angry immediately!!one of them say too tired and then no response another one no reason..others no response..i dont feel like going anymore..all the mood is gone....well i dont want to mention anymore!

Alright for today i went to take my exam slips and hang out with amos whole nite..it was fun!probably doing the same thing next week again xD..for tommorow gonna go for movie with paul from brunei!and lots of stuff to do mainly study(unsure)xD...

thats all..just wanna say out thing in my heart here :)no hard feelings

Rodneys farewell dinner

As i wrote on the last post.im back from the dinner and hang out at his place for 2 hours..enjoyed talking to him and learn alot!well im gonna miss him very much...hes gonna be back in 4 months and will have a big party at his place again!cant wait till then yay!!anyway this is a short post on updating wats going on haha..anyway i will post some memorable pics here..for the rest of it..go to my facebook as usual :D..cya around

My life

Alright i definitely have nothing to write about!but i just wan to blog to keep ppl to read lol..alright just start with whats happening in my life recently..

As u all know,the prom nitez is finally over last week...we had a review meeting on monday and it was rather tense and a lot of conflict happen too!i personally take it as a experience and learn fro mistake..but some people tend to take it as other way round..they take some comments made for them too personally..sigh..make me feel bad after knowing about that!i mean no matter what it already passed and we are still friend now..whatever thing and stuff happen is only during the event and not anywhere else..anyway i do not wanna brag about it anymore..

Now for personal,rodney is going back to Us for 3 months..gonna miss him so much..hang out about 4 and a half hours at his home yesterday..going for dinner with him later too!hes a great guy and gonna see him at 27th december again!

exam is coming in 2 weeks and before that will finish a merdeka event too!

oh well i guess thats all for now haha..noob post isnt it?=.= anyway enjoy this handsome guy i met with something in his hand written NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE :)

P.S that guy so handsome right??xDD

Prom Night 2009

Finally prom night 2009 is over!thanks to every committe for finishing and completing these events!and congratulations to the prom king and queen!

Im really tired today and i slept at 11pm yesterday..omg 11pm??isnt it a shock??lol!and woke up at 12.30pm-,-..too tired yesterday and of coz today as well..been rehearsing since 1pm and finish the event at 10.30pm..oh my!!so tired till cant follow them go McD~!and also i get to meet zoe,hui yeen,sharmeen and wuang ching!!so long din see them so miss them!!haha!..well nothing much to say coz i need to go rest now!going to another event tomorow so..goodnitez

P.S for more pictures pls go to my facebook!thx:)

Connexion 2009

This weekend is both nice and bad for me!the bad thing is i had to travel very hard and wasted a lot of money!the good thing is i get to learn a lot of thing and also meet alot of people from all over the world!also getting new knowledge..

i went to KL (which i dont even wanna mention how) with kia chin and stayed at rodneys house for 2 nights!it was fun..thanks a lot dad!we met dan and rax staying with us..they are a very good musician and a cool guys!met dustin too haha..we had a new food which is Bubba Gum..its an american food that is mostly focused on shrimp(prawns) and of course Dr Pepper!!a drink that contains 23 flavours inside..amazing isnt it?well at the connexion we have some workshops,sing song together,and learning stuffs from jason which is a great student pastor!it is a good experience and im sure to go to the COnnexion 2010 for sure again!!i will let the photo explains the rest! lol..bye

51st post!! ^.^

I cant believe its already my 51st post haha!ok about this time post i will be saying about odyssey night..ok i have already settled my pa system and lighting..i done my part!and i will help out in others as well of course...the thing that i wanted to say this time isnt about me but about what others think about this very event..

ok the thing started when i was asking my friends to go prom nights and it only cost rm4..hey not that expensive ok?i will say about the price later..ok so lets move on..i was asking them whether they wanna go or not..and hey guess what?80% of them respond with the same answer that is

>>>>dont want lar..the prom this year not beautiful and look childish<<<(im just giving example,not insulting the proms)

when i hear this answer i was so irritated..but of course i had to keep it to myself..

why im so irritated?because of the answer..i feel that they should not have say that because its not nice!those who join the prom itself is already better than all others because they are brave and dare enough to try something and take new challenge!to those who complain that the prom is not beautiful so dont want to go..please i will say you are not any better and look yourself in the mirror before saying so!

Just for u guys information,prom is not as simple as it looks!we have done a lot lots of thing just to make it successful and satisfying!all that for u guys tarc students!ok it might not be as 'good' as last year but we have tried our best and oh ya we can guarantee that it will a very very satisfying experience!

ok back to the price..rm 4?..is it really that expensive?i get this response from few girls..rm 4??i already can eat my lunch and dinner with that amount..i was wondering what could u eat with rm 4 for lunch and dinner?what a lame excuse and a lies..sigh...what im trying to say the rm 4 is so cheap and affordable for all students!we provide high quality sound and lights system,gifts,rental fees,fuel money for finding sponsors here and there and hey its only rm 4 isnt it a reasonable price?am i right?and the ticket is pretty nice too!

oh yea here's something special look at this photo and u might probably change your mind about proms!xD LOL

Just a joke to make u smile :)

Happy Week~

Alright i hate to admit it but these days i have been busy in updating my blog haha!well last week was fun!with prom semi final that is quite successful but the crowd is nothing compare to last years though..well anyway it was fun..after that we went to mcD to finish the day..the following few days i went for the music talent star final which is fun at the beginning and boring for the rest fo the show!!..sigh..i don't know why..not only me but a lot of people been saying it!i hope that our odyssey night will be much better!!i go back at saturday last week because i had stuff to do at college and oh yea heres the best part!i brought myself an ipod nano 8GB silver!which cost me rm 599..it was worth it the sound is excellent and fits just right into my pocket!

On sunday back to penang at 8.30am and reach penang botanical garden at 9.30..waited about 2 hours there and finally start the photo taking..it was fun and i think its worth the wait!for all the pictures just visit my facebook!and to the readers that do not know me just add me up at facebook to view it!

This is out of topic but i wanted to say i feel glad that i had a lot of friends around me,even from the other side of the world!even when im down..i got right back up just by thinking how many people that will be more than willing to help me out there :)...thank god for letting me know all these friends especially my bff that i have known some for about 7-8 years already huh?(miss u guys lar!!)lets keep it up till we go heaven!haha!anyway enough craps time to sleepzzz

thanks for reading~!

btw bff=best friend forever

Bon Odori!

As i said on saturday i went to Qb and buy a japanese book! after that to bon odori(japanese festival)its very fun and i think its my 4th time here or 4rd..forgot la haha!we went and reach about 5.45 and stay till 10.30 after the fireworks..i met a lot of friends there and ate lots of food too!it was nice but the price is higher than last year though..after the fireworks we rush back to the car place to go back fast so that we can avoid the traffic..but some of the people are just so selfsish and brainless..they parked on the middle of the road making us cant go out..we had to wait around 30minute till they come..and u know what?they dint even say the word "SORRY'...since when penang people are so rude?then after that we suffered the traffic till 11.20..and reach home at 12am!very very tired..online for a while and go to bed already!its was happy..

Im glad my us friends make it back safely(miss u guys!)!hmm..rehearsal today at tarc for the prom semifinal tommorow!hope everything will go smoothly tommorow!hmm MU came to malaysia..man i wish i were there..but i was too busy so cant make it!!nvm next time haha..

well anyway im going to sleep alrady..too tired today!cya!

Wonderful Month!

Tomorow at around 9am probably the ISF team will be going to the states and its gonna be a long trip for them!hope they reach there safely..will be praying for them now!my friend brendon which has been hanging out with him for few weeks now!will be going to KL and KK(kota kinabalu) and coming back to penang for few more days in 2 weeks!will be missing him too..and met a lot of people these weeks!

Honestly i consider myself lucky because for me,meeting people from english country or even from other country that is far away from mine is a great honor and kind of a dream for me!i really really appreciate it and all the thanks go to Rodney!u have given me this chance and i really feel so thankful to have met u!thanks again dad!and of course wen han for introducing me to him!haha!

i will be meeting some of them again next year and some new people too hopefully..im really looking forward to next year!i just cant wait!haha!

another thing is i developed a great interest in guitar now..i had my 1st lesson from a friend and my hand are still pain after several hours..pity me haha!i hope i will be able to play well in the future!today i watched harry porter and it is really nice..my advice for u guys?watched the other 5 movies 1st before u enter the hall for the half blood prince!or else u will be leaving the hall sleppy haha~!well pretty much that for now!i will be enjoying my sleep soon..going back to butterworth again..

one more thing,i will be having my normal life back again next week!haha lazy guy again!but as i said i have almost found my SOLUTION and i will study hard now!!

thanks again and missing u guys!

on saturday will be going bon odori..will update on it at sunday!be sure to look forward to it!

nitezzz

Whats going on?

alright,for today im gonna write about me!this week as i mention last post already..beside that,i have other stuff too,im having a test,account test this week actually which is fairly easy haha!luckily i studied :)!other than that im gonna hang out with brendon that is going back to us soon too!maybe go to see movies,eat something for the whole week!

I hate to admit it but i miss those guys and rodney!!i wish i were there with them for the melaka trip!anyway i don think im free too..next week im very busy sigh..bon odori,school odessey night and studies..so happy time is over!time for some work now!

i cant wait for bon odori actually..i wonder how many people(pretty girls*Clears Throat*) gonna be there haha!whoevers going just tell me and we could meet up there!as they said the more the merrier!so cya guys there :)

Precious Memory

Its Been A week since we known each other..we had great times!

Fish spa together,night market together,watch basketball games together,having meals everytime together,went church too,went to beach for sunsets,went for gurneys,party and sing together and of course having to know each other well!i really really appreciate that i met u guys!although the time is short,look at how much things we done together?!

To:Jason,Paul,Lisa,Kayla,Nathan,Drew,Rachel,Jonathan, and Dustin im going to miss u guys very much and im seeing u guys next year or maybe sooner who knows?meeting u guys improve myself in communication and english speaking..we trade knowledge and share lots of stuff !

its today friday where we spend our last day together and it was fun and i really enjoyed it!

when the night comes and we had to say goodbye to each other,that was the hardest part for me..it is really hard for me because i never learn to say goodbye and i dont even wanna learn it cause i hate it!But i understand and say to myself 'hey thats life,people come and go through your life'so we had to learn to let it go because they will always be back in the future!

so while we were saying farewell,i was thinking im gonna be normal and i cant..my tears almost came out when i hugged only 3 of them..aww i just miss them too much man..but we will always contact each other though!so im going end things here and maybe i will write somemore tommorow!cya guys and nitexz

A great wonderful week

i would like to start by saying thank you to those that went out with me hang outs and all..happy birthday again to Chin Wen Han,Dylan Leong, and Jason Lee..we celebrated with them on friday at sunway carnival KFC..it was fun and had a wonderful time there!well u could see some pictures i upload and for the videos and rest of the pics go to my facebook!you could find the link on the right side yea..

on saturday i wake up at 8.30am and went to penang with kc,yn,xy,and pt..so we enjoyed a lot and it was happy but very very tiring for me as i don really like shopping.its so boring la haha..no choice..after back had a rest and wen to mcd for supper with them again on night and sleep when reach home..

Today sunday is a great day for me too..i went to the church to hear rodney speak today and it was interesting as expected..and i met a lot of people as usual but this time a group of basketball teams..all of them are around 24-29 except for one guy which is 34..all of them are great..this week maybe hanging out with them for a couple of times more which is tomorow beach mayb and tuesday for hang out after match..thursday bbq..thats all for now lol..

not forgetting Kuan Chin and brandon..both of them are the friend i met 2 weeks ago and i was surprised to see them again..mayb going out with them again this week yeah!

im sure this week will be a nother eventful for me thanks to rodney!im thankful that i met him..

oh yea i brought a ring for myself that is rm10 each haha!well im off to sleep now..had a tiring day so nitez~

Durian Feast~>.<

Durian=Kee Guan?

For the past 3 weeks i have been eating durian non stop..buying for myself to eat,eating at uncle house,and today yet again i buy for myself and its the biggest one..the total are 8 biji..omg!look at the pictures..guess what?i ate 5 of them myself coz nobody wanna eat it with me..(pity me la).

What to do?haha my condition now?i cant move,cant talk just can stay still =,=...

Btw i still have 2 ban chang kuih left OMG..HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH IT AA??...

ok enough bout durians lol..this week the time seems to pass so fast that its already wednesday tomorow!i miss my friends and family too..just for this week i wonder why?haha

starting from yesterday im offically an imitation of MJ(MICHAEL JACKSON) coz i love to do his sound of 'AU' and 'WAU' lols i love MJ and very sad coz he passed away T.T

Oh ya i edited my post again...i just came back from yennee/pepsi house..well i went there to let them eat the durians that i left lol..at 1st only 1 was open and the noob yen nee can only eat 3 noob piece lol..pepsi trying her best to create a new world record of enduring durian smell..after a while their housemate began to flood the room which was a surprise and a relieve for me haha!they help me finish it thx guys!

thats all i added thanks :) take care~

Eventful week

hey guys i cant believe its already a week since i last post :)..well where should i start..oh ya well this week i pay my course fee about rm888~hmm went to meetings on swc for preparation of oo nite..and i saw wuang ching!for some reason i felt happy haha..maybe too long dint see her!

im feeling happy that the atmosphere in swc is changing!it become slighty more cheerful now haha!

ok then for thursday nite i went to a concert featuring beau bristow he is a guy that creates his own music and sing it based on his life experience!i have been listening to his song since thursday till now haha!im sure he will be rise to be a popular artist in the future!about the concert it is held in a church..pretty fun actually!i will put some photos too..

the bad thing this week are my motorcycle tyre have been puncture front and back..i wonder how?sigh..it took rm 26 lol..pity me..curse the puncture!!

oh yea i saw transformer and im gonna watch it again for sure..mayb next week when kia chin come back :D!

as for now i will have to study hard and i have a new hobby to do now..meeting new people lol!

oh ya btw i would like to congratulate my senior for graduating and sorry for not seeing u guys at convo T.T...

congrats to zoe,hui yeen,cindy,wuang ching,keith,sharmeen,jason,yeang chuan,goh and etc...lols..i only list some i remember haha

well thats all for now..cya..will post again soon

I L0v3 YoU,etc..

'I love you'

These 3 words,how many people have ever said it to their parents?or hearing their parents saying it back to them?From my experience i only know that most of the teenagers these days especially guys only says I love You or send text messages to their Bf,Gf but not their parents.

Why am i saying this today?thats because a lady has told me this and i realise its so true especially for those who lost their dads or moms,they never get to say the word i love you to them from their heart..thats the time when they will regret because they never say it when they had the chance to do so..so what im trying to say is..starting tomorow or after reading this phone or send your parents a message saying I Love You and u will see a very lovely response thus brigthen our parents day..don hesitate or u will regret cause u will never get to say 'dad i love you or even happy fathers day dad to his face..:) so guys appreciate our parent regardless of how they treat us cause no matter what they do its for our good :D that what i believe

Ok now come to my story for the weekend,my little sis and bro came over from KL and stayed in my house for 2 nights,went back today though..luckily my sickness recover faster than i expected haha..so..we went to eat durians at batu maung at my uncles place..it was so nice that i ate so much of the durian,i forgot i was sick that time LOL...

About today me and kia chin went to uncle rodneys talk which was interesting and after that we went to pizza hut to have our lunch..it was fun meeting blaine,brandon,kuan chin,and few more which i don really remember their names..sorry ><..and after eating i rush back to butterworth because its late for kia chin as he got a bus to catch..to my surprise i got back in jus 15 minutes LOL..wat a pro i am haha!(joking)later in the evening i went back to penang again by motor and have a rest there..after waking up went to papa pizza for a nother pizza round AGAIN!!lol..i had aabout 10 pieces of pizza today..man all thanks to mr.rodney :D!well anyway thats about it for today!OHYA my rocky came back!!!LMAO i dono how or why but when he back he was injured and very thin..he must have hide in some places for a week..sad but hes recovering already haha!so happy~!

thx for reading..and for the i love u stuff i hope my words does not offend u guys..thx yea~

New Blog remake~

as u can see my blog is newly remake thanks to leon..he design it nicely and my face is there lols..anyway nothing to post actually not in the mood right now..so thats all for now :)

clubbing streak

its the 3th week of tarc college..nothing much yet of course monday lar..well today im sick due to 'someone'lol...and my dog may be lost forever..unsure yet..hmm just now went to coffe island with swc and new members and do something crazy~LOL

well having met a lot of members and preparing for oo nite...im once again the pa system guy haha but this time got lightning too lol..i hope everything will be fine then..hmm..wat else...

last week i said no more clubbing for me..but..all of a sudden i get 2 invitation that is this wed and next sat for clubbing...wtf.!when i wanna stop ppl call me go..when i wan go no ppl call me go..=,.=...im still thinking wan go or not..my pocket are getting dry now..sigh.~~xD

finally thats all xD

A Tunnel of light and a new resolution!!

Ive been thinking these few days(again,LoL)..i realise that hey my life wasn't that bad lar ok?i got SO MANY FRIENDS!!how can i forget that?im sorry friends ><>

So what if my lecturer are lousy?i will study by myself..its fine as long i attend their class and study hard myself?right?with 'no Dota' at my hostel now is already giving me plenty of time to study..work?i even forget that i wanted to enjoy my study life 1st and work later..i forgotten all...how old am i?LOL..noob lor..haha

Alright i hereby say it here on my BLOG i will study hard and no more depression like the previous post from me again!!yea im serious!....

...(crow pass through)

...baka~~

...baka~~

...baka~~

huh??nothing to write liao..lol..i just wanted to say i finally found back my way although its just a little i will still try my best!wish me luck:D :) :X

3rd week of tar college

the week 3 is here..nothing much happen yet..The thing now is my best friend is having his own problem at his college there which is very very complicated and i helped him out as much as i could..no matter what he had to settle it himself..anyway enough about him...today im gonna say about me again..kinda boring huh?so continue reading if u wan~..

Firstly referring back to my last post which i say my life is lost..its still going on..i feel that im currently living my life without any purpose..im always being the good guy helping people out on their own personal problems but when it comes to me i cant even help myself..isnt that a..shame?

when i cant even settle my own problem i wanna help people?why do that?thats the question i cant solve myself!I have been having sleepless night because of thinking wat to do next and i cant figure it out..

Last time I am Filled with:

~Happiness

~Confident

~High Motivation

~judge thing carefully

~enlightened mood and happy always

BUt now its the total opposite..

I am happy from the outside as always when u see me but on the inside..im not..i wonder do i really need support and help from others?or should i just stop studying instead?sigh...

the reason why i suggest stop studying is because i cant afford to keep wasting my mom's money!she is alone working now and shes already 51!she can only work for few more years now..my fathers gone and im the only child so i will have to work hard and support her..but currently the way i am now are so useless..Kee Guan U sucks~!big time!

Im good at consoling others but not on myself..i wont show my emotion to others but only my happy faces..thats because i do not wish for u guys to see a sad noob.. :)

should i change course?college?or mayb should i just continue wat im doing now?there are so many FUCKING unsolved/unanswered question in my mind right now...i feel so stressful..is this the life of a college where people feel lost?watever..well guys who know me well should be shock to even believe wat im saying right now..but thats the truth!

And lastly.. i feel relieve after  writing this  out..and a P.S..(i almost drop my tears when writing this,i wish i had someone to offer me a shoulder XD!!~~feels so girlish lol)

i do not want anything.i just want one thing only ONE THING!!

THAT IS MY CONFIDENT!!

last but not least,thanks again to those who continue to read up to this point..really appreciate u guys for hearing me out k?nitez..

2nd week of tarc college

this is my 2nd week of my new sem of tarc college,wat im trying to say is im very unhappy about my classses right now..it seems the lecturers are the 'left out' ones to teach us..the class are soo boring and the teaching is just so...indescribable..sigh till now i still feel regret over my past mistake although i know i have to move forward..i hatet myself for being so weak hearted and cant discipline myself well enough..that just prove that i am still NOT MATURE ENOUGH!

nevertheless,i will move on and change so that i wont repeat my past mistake again..well enough of my complains..what past is past..

hmm now now...today actually is the worst day of the week..i vomitted for at least 10 hours already..why can i vomit till so long?its because of excessive 'head shake' and alcohol lol..

so at the moment i am phobia of alcohol and clubbing lol.. yesterday to those who go with me i say sorry!i am still concious and remember what i did..its just that i cant control my movement because of the alcohol!hope those who know me still remember me!kawan dah haha!anyway thats all..i have to go back to rest now..so long.!

KL trip and updates

I went to Kl last thursday to celebrate my cousins birthday..alot of kid came and it was a successful event..for the pictures visit my facebook haha..then the next day i went to see Dr.Bunheads performance..it is  a science experiment which is wicked cool!then went back on sunday.which is yesterday

thats pretty much for last week..oh ya we also had a beach party!

as for today,i went to college for my account lecture which is so OMG!!boring like hellzz!!i went to foyer before that and saw nescafe store!yahoo!i grab about 3 cups and drink LOL...greedy!

then a thing started to happen!a few student leaders started approaching me and ask my name is it u are the pa system guy?then i say yes..the next thing that i PANTANG the most are they immediately whisper to other girl that i simply cant help but overheard that i am the one who chase a freshie...wtf...i don mindppl saying me but not through whispering infront of me directly!sigh...nvm forget it haha!at least it raise my popularity!!WAHAHAHA!

i have been thinking over the past few days..what should i do?will i succeed in my studies?will i be able to succeed in life?can i repay my debt to my mom?

so many questions so many doubts in my life..sometimes i wonder why am i so lazy??am i a useless person that only know how to face the computer screen and press the stupid keyboard?

i know i can change all that if i got a motivation and self confident!!

well.. thats all now what i must do is!concentrate my studies!!

anyway 

                                           My Future Is Lost! 

A doubtful moment

the orientations are over and the classes are starting already!but i wonder why i just don have the excitement to start my classes!!i felt so boring..lonely and just simply noob..its a mistake of my own and no one else..i myself keep playing DOTA DOTA DOTA till i myself been dota-ed...lols..

anyway i already set my resolution!i will study and get 2.5CGPA above!i don care but i will try my best(quoted from bounty hunter aka dota hero)lol..although i doubted myself it is still fine >< !

well i hope that i will be able to 'reduce' my dota for now..haha..thats it!lazy to write already bye

Late post~

yo everyone!wassupZZ?last wekk i siad i will be going to penang right?

well we actually went and baCK HAPPILY!im so satisfied and it is a memorable day for me and my friends too!at first we went to queensbay for skating!it was so fun and i sweated a lot!too bad i dint bring any spare clothes so had to endure the NOOB smell in car lols..

we went to gurney RED BOX for singing till 9pm in the night!after that we went to papas pizza!

thats where the surprise came..we met a lot of foreigners from CA!damm im shocked but i get to know a few of them..kyle,missy short,the godfather and etc..lol..there were fun and easy to chat with!but..one thing is..i feel so short T.T coz they are ...............so TALL!alright i will post the picture next time..lets move on to my orientation progress so far!

monday the 1st day was kind of boring but its exicting!today is about telematch!i was the one responsible for the maths question part..see the pictures..got 2 person that is so godly..she completed the question in less than 10seconds...OMFG...the last team also get correct answer..by lucky guess..-,-

well orientation is fun and tomorow will be TREASURE HUNT!yahoo!although its fun..but orientation are very..very tiring...damm~~...

hmmm..now bout me..i get to know few friends..i miss my hometown and friends..and today my friend zoe will be working at QB wont back to tarc for sometime i think!sigh~~nvm although we friend for a year but we are friends forever!HAHA!noob zoe~~

well thats it gtg bath now..very dirty lar :P!keep looking for the pics soon

the pics 

me and my POSITION!muahaahaha!!

me and zoe the noob

the question

Life~

I went to my old and best frens house to pray her dad..her dad just pass away last week after a long fight with cancer..i pitied her and it kind of make me sad because it reminds me of my past..where my dad passed away too haha..but it is a long history already..forget it!this is life..no choice wan!

the next is my best fren!aka meepo...some know some don know..hmm he is having kind of a lot of prob..not feeling well..lol kind of worried to him..he is kind of same with me actually except for thinking..our health prob almost same for the most part lol..this week is a busy week for me..will be going to penang for the preparation of orientation!YahoO!cant wait for it..can experience new things and..of coz...see..AHEM...wat boys do...lol!!u guys shud know~~

ok times up!3.10am now..nid sleep..going penang later again..WOO~byes

mothers day and holidays~

mothers day are reaching..its a important day for all children where they remember and appreciate what their mom did for them!and because of that i will be writing a short poem~

Its mothers day,

The day that every mom have their rest day,

we as a child will show our thanks,

by giving gift,treating u to a dinner or something simple,

because we know no matter what we do,

u will appreciate it because it is a gift from us,

every mother hope their children to be successful,

and most importantly remember them when their kids get old,

they are nothing that are more painful than children forgetting their mom deed,

so we need to remember them because without our mother there will be no us,

so let us hold our mom hands together and say,

i love you mom.

lol..i hope u all will understand it..i tried already haha..its just a simple one.

now for my life..it is a boring life..and having to prepare for the orientation stuff which are so boring..

the friends around here are not that sociable anymore..i don't know why..its either i felt wrongly or have they changed?oh whatever im just trying to let everyone read the poem i wrote haha!cya

A happy?Boring?Sucks? week?

THis week!may be the most boring and sucks week!why i said that?well monday i had an exam which is frustrating!well nvm that..another news are maybe im going to repeat my year 1..no excuse..its my own fault coz i played too much during sem 1 and 2..DAI SEI..

Tuesday i though i wanna enjoy up a bit but..mom fall sick..i bring her to clinic buy food for her..took care of her and do watever i nid to do..at night is the chance i got to play.when i play she scold me that i played whole day in room..WTF?..i felt so angry..nvm..the next day me and my roommate went to penang at 6 am to move our house to flat..its is kind of easy and i feel that the flat are quite nice..i think..lol..at night it was so damm boring..and i slept at 1am..it was earlyzz

for today the same boring days except i do the houseworks and chores..

one thing i don like about is I DONT LIKE TO STAY AT HOME!!F*&^ it!everytime i stay at home i am boring and the worse case is?I CANT TALK!!lol..and my mom kepe nagging me non stop when back..it feels so..sigh..im sure alot of u guys will und it.

well anyway i still left 2 papers which will end at wed next week..so after that i will enjoy with my friends and go back to college for orientations..well anyway i done updating my blog and thats it..will be post again soon..

The Definition OF Noob!

For those who jus know me and wondering why i keep say this word 'noob'..well its jus for fun and i like it lol..noob got its meaning so for those who wan to know read it below~~

Noob is a slang term for a new person in a community, group, or video game, and especially on the internet (see internet slang). Noob is short for "newbie", another slang term that comes from the word "new". A noob usually means a bad player in a game, or someone who does not know the rules of a community. Being a noob is usually not a good thing.

In many Massively Multiplayer Online Role-Playing Game (MMORPG)s or other internet based games, the word noob is used very often. Noob can also mean someone that has a high level, but is not a skilled player. A person new to a game is often referred as a Newbie. The word can also be used to talk about a young player.

However lots of places (mainly internet forums and online games) use the word 'noob' differently to the word 'newb'. Where a 'newb' or 'newbie' is simply someone who is new to the forum/game/etc..., and a 'noob' or 'n00b' is someone who has no respect for the rules, does not want to do anything for themselves and generally acts like an idiot. So 'noob' has become an offensive term in a lot of places on the internet. To behave like a noob will often mean getting disrespect and lack of interest from other players.

Noob's are usually referred to by the 1337 (pronounced "leet") or skilled players, who have marginally higher experience in the game.

The word "noob" or "newbie" originated in World War II. It was a word veterans used to describe new recruits.

Recently "noob" is used mainly just as a name to refer to other player's in various games (FPS, TPS, RPG, etc.) It's usually a derogatory term, but can be exchanged as a friendly greeting.

Also, noob is used as the meaning "a person who does not know anything".

A noob is sometimes confused with a "choob" (a person with nice things but has a low skill level).

ok tats all!jus wan share :D noob!