School Society ~.~

This week and last week we have been attending our meetings.it was a total messed up for me but it ended up kinda well..i think..

anyway the society i join is about the student welfare committee that handle students problem and activities.well i join it because i like it really..haha!but it all changes when a new chairman is appointed recently.well we had done an aids event which i say about the other day..

alright i will get to point now then

i wonder why the chairman is so...selfish?irresponsible or whatever.

i dono have any grudges for her as i already told her wats on my mind and there are still other member who are still not satisfied and had problem with our new chairman.i just hope that we all say out whats on our mind and SOLVE IT PLS!i do not want to be in a society where the members keep pushing jobs to each other and blaming each other!

anyway i just came back from the meeting and i wonder why my mood is so messed up...i decided to meet the chairman at first but i changed my mind coz i have a class..lols..and ZOE the NOOB have known our problem too now so i think she would be more aware too now haha..well now i have a class already..i just decided to write this blog so that i would feel better lols..gtg~~

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                                                                   St@y No0B

Presentation Day~over d..wooo~~

Finally all the hardwork are payed off..my presentation..assignment...is all ..over!!!im so happy and proud of myself because i feel that today i presented very well..and i even got a praise from my lecturer HAHA!!we presented about computer stuff where we open up a computer company lol..i am the TECHNICAL MANAGER!XD~~

anyway im happy but very very tired..had only 3 hours sleep yesterday 4.30 to 7..GG...coz of rehearsng lols..ok la i got a meeting to attend now and basketball at nite..so i will jus put up some photos of our group and my frens group..

Tired...But Its all over soon..and the past

ATTENTION:this post is a bored post..if u scare bored then jus wait next post..settle..

Next week will be more free and happy...but nid start study already..
I wish my friend 'Banana' will be ok ba..sure can go throuugh de la..settle jor.these few days ive been kind of itchy for love again..sigh i wonder why?noob!seeing all my friends here got gf all i oso wan follow only kua..thats not love but showing off that u got a gf..so i do now want to be tat kind of people lol.i need a rest..a rest from all this.im tired everyday not enough sleep.eye so black..my god..i really need rest more d..stress so much like dying..GG..

aku cakap apa ni?don bother lols..its blog ma..say out wats on ur mind..LOL..

Honestly i dono wish to study anymore but i know if i dont continue study i sure die in future..thats why i need to study..sometimes im lonely too..i mean most of the time lol..except im in school or with friends.

All the time i am always crazy,laughing,cracking noob jokes and do sia sui stuff lol..but all that is to relieve my stress and to be short thats me.Last week one of my fren ask me why u always happy de?got 2 test 2 presentation le..i wonder to myself why?is it i don really care the exam?i dont think so..im really stress on the inside till i feel like exploding sometimes..even so i still happy.wat can i do?tats me always happy and talkative and noisy..haha..i cant believe in my college here also they call me 'speaker' as wat i was called during secondary school lol..

I admit i am very lazy..but when i got something that catches my eye..thats it i would be so damm knowledgeable about that something till i can explain every detail of it...but when im not interested..who cares?LOL..anyway enough of my 'spammming' haha..lazy write d..nid rehearse now..ok bb..will write again soon

FIght AIDS not people with AIDS!

Firstly i would like to thanks everyone that help out in this event.It will not be successful without u guys.well mainly this event is about HIV and AIDS!it is a very good event and i would like to call all my friends to attend it if i could but i cant..lol..thats bad..but never mind becoz i have learned a lot myself and i will share it with them.We teach the participant about safe sex and how to prevent AIDS and HIV..so we will use a cucumber as a penis and a condom teaching them how to wear it>.>..don laugh coz its really hard to wear a condom u know!?do u all dare to touch a HIV person?or even hug them?well u will not dare right?after this event it will surely change our mindset..trust me haha

My resolution after the event..

1.help out the HIv patients

2.try to participate in AIDS event as much as i can

3.share my knowledge with everyone else

thats all for now lol..maybe later will think more ba haha..for now nid go study already..friday saturday test...monday DOUBLE presentation...GG~~

Unnecesarry talk!NOOB!

This week is the worst week of my life..its full with stress..but today wat im trying to say is not bout that.im saying bout my ex stuff.i have already gone through my feelings and become happily single now!but yesterday when i was in the lecture..she sms me saying that she broke up with her new so call bf.then she ask me whether i keep all the love letter a not that we exchange in the past.i said yes and i forget where i put it already.she said im lying and dono believe me.she said she still have 'feeling' after reading it and im still DEEP down in her heart!tats wat she said..i ask how bout ur new bf..u know what she said?she said she just find that new bf to make her forget about her feelings towards me..means she are jus playing with that guys feeling to forget bout her feelings towards me...=.=..i wonder if she do the same to me last time..i hate it so much cause shes still so selfish..fooling anothers guys feeling and then break up when she feels like it?(if the breaking up is true la)wat a noob..and at last she said im still in her heart she cant forget me la bla bla bla~iver had enough F*&k IT!!BECAUSE OF THAT I CANT sleep damm it la make me angry!!

anyway thats all..no mood d..bye

Event for the week

this week has been fun!wednesday we had a beach party with my classmate..its been very enjoyable haha..hmm our society swc=student welfare community has been appointedd a new chairman which jus got a scolding from me today..well not scolding but just say her bout her PRINCESS ATTITUDE!sigh nevermind that..ive been missing my home recently i wonder why?is it coz of my desktop there?lol..anyway this weekend is the last time im enjoying coz next week is full of assignments..test...society stuff...SIGH..

oh yea today i attended hiv/aids program titled 'FIGHT AIDS NOT PEOPLE WITH AIDS'

well it was interesting it teach us some of the sex education stuff which i already know most of it..lol..well saturday going for a movie then..okies tats all i have to wait for the water to come back..or i cant bath!!

a nice day and happy night!

today went to celebrate an belated and early birthday for both Leon and Chend wif yen nee and her sis..kinda happy watched dragon ball which was totally sux to me coz the storyline is totally not the same as original..oh nevermind bout that haha..well after the movie which was the best part we went to auto city..enjoyed so much there coz they had a celebration there..i reret tat i didnt went there earlier..sigh..but i still get to enjoy and get to see the best female dj in malaysia!!WOOO!!the bass is soo...DAMM NICE!!I LIKE IT HAHA..i wish i could go to a place and meet her again!!well lazy to write d see the pirctures la haha!cya~~

oh ya 1 thing..the people who went to auto city was so NOOOB!!!when the host of the event get it all hot and great me and my frens were shouting and all the crowd are standing there like a block of wood for display....i mean wtf..its a event and we shud all had as much fun as we can but all these crowd try to act cool and don wan to join in the fun..its so retarded to me ..BORING!!the show was so nice and the crowd sux..i pity the Dj...sobs..

A happy day for me~!

today i felt happy somehow..i dont know why and brought a new router too lols..cost me 230 only and a new keyboard too..well today my fren very sad coz got a conflict wif her roommate la so i go there and comfort her for about an hour plus..lol i hope shes ok coz i tried my  best haha..soso a stressful week is coming soon i had to be ready and only can enjoy while i can..sigh..well anyway i hope i can see my friends again this weekend at hometown..

Kl trip again~~lols

went to kl last friday till today just came back on flight..went by bus which were so damm bored till i almost died on the way haha!went to see 3D movie of jonas brother concert..so dmam nice and ive gotten to like them now lols..well enjoyed with both my niece and cousin..well thats it and now i gotta get back 100% back to my studies now..it sucks really..no choice lols..buying router this week and hmm?nothing else la for no..want go see movie d bb

Stressful life...=B@D Dr3@mz?sigh..

Its only the 1st week of semester 3 and i am already so stressful..i cant concentrate on anythings except worrying bout my studies now..becoz of that ive been studying like hell..i really hope someone can help me overcome my stress and pressure im in now although i don really like asking ppl for help unless i can no longer stand it myself..another thing are ive been having a really bad dream everyday no matter i sleep at night or evening..it will always be me quarreling with friends,people go away from me and lost all my friends..AAA!!!i almost cried few days ago which i wont tell when coz of the extreme stress and result i got..i hate myself for wanting to play so much in the past!!but i know i can change right now..it isnt too late!i believe that..

well anyway i will update again soon..the times over here at cafe now haha cya~

To Be Or Not?3xp3ns1ve L3S()()I/I

Im dissapointed with myself..thats how i start  my topic this time..this is the 3rd sem and most probably i will have to repeat my year 1 and i have no one to blame or say except me myself la..what i need to do now is focus 100% on my studies as this sem 3 is a hell to me as i mentioned before..next..

today when i back to my college i attended a society meeting for swc..its some kind of like student welfare stuff la..they have been asking me to be the chairperson for the upcoming orientation week..i REALY wanted to be the chairperson as thats wat i say to myself when i 1st enterd it but im scared..im afraid of the responsabilities i have to carried i will fail it then dissapoint everyone..haiz..but i really wan to become one and get a lot of experience..sigh..wonder wat decision i shud make now..anyway leave that behind 1st coz im already stressed enough now..

anyway bout the relation im jus covering it with a nother relationship of bro and sis..well i think that shud be the result of making both easier and happy ba..haha now i had to get myself strong and prepare to celebrate my 2 best frens birthday..had to treat them nicely ba LOL

kk had to go coz YNN scold d LOL joke haha nitez

Sem3

i had a 4 study days this sem..even have a night class..so noob la..sienz lo.i wonder if i will be able to pass my subject as i wanted..i cant thinking bout it day and night.it makes my heart aches  and uneasy..sigh..if my results are bad..i had to repeat for another year again!!!argh!!why i want to play so much during sem1 and 2..dai sei to myself lo now..sienzz..ok la jus wan say this..gtgz

Penang again~

Its been a tiring day cleaning the house alone stay alone lol..cant onlinesomemore..had to go pepsi house to use the line..bored and noob housemate..before holiday till now still cant fix the damm router!im so stressed up because of the exam result coming out tomorow..haiz..im so worry..sem 3 is a very busy and stressful sem period for me.i had to study 100% and no moredota for 7 weeks if i can!!i had to try my best le or not i cant catch up with my friends at UTAR..i wan to join them there T.T..because of this my mood sux right now so noob aaa~~ well i know what to do..dream till tomorow after i see result then sleep LOL...