Borderline

The title is kinda special for this post. Once again, i was lied and fooled but i will not change, i'm so stubborn that i still want to believe him. Because we were once close and formed a bond that are still there even till now. I guess i'm just too stupid huh?Well i will take that risk because that's me!i just cant stop trusting people.Recently helped a friend go through her life and hopefully she will be able to change for the better =). I feel that every time i help people,i would feel happy and bad at the same time, I don't know why though.But i'm glad to help people, but i do have my limits.i cant help everyone every time.Because i myself have a problem and i'm not problem free.U may lie to me once,but that's it,u may betray me once, but that's it.Because after that i will remember it inside my heart.I will provide advice to every single friend who come to me but if u don't heed my advice i would just say take it or leave it~

My limits are very high,i don't get angry or annoyed unless it's something serious,but that doesn't i will not.I'm actually very sad about my friends who lied and lied again now.So my post are a little self talk.LOL(forgive me).Anyway i don't really have to face my problems alone.i do have someone to talk to,speak my heart out now.So i would like to say thanks.

Its week 10 now and i know if i want to advance without failure which i really tired of,i need to start studying already and that's exactly what i am going to start doing in the next few days. Oh i won the Penang marathon and ranked 827 .Its pretty good and i gotta say i'm proud of myself haha!So wish me luck and i pray that i will have the heart to study well.Also my friends will be able to wake up and be more mature,So i can stop worrying >.<. Gotta go bed as it is very late now.So Chaoz~

End Of Stress

Hey guys I'm back again,This will be a short post as its just an update on whats been going on! Its already week 9 now and in 3 days i will be in Penang (Finally).Its been ages since i last went back to Penang.I cant even explain how much i missed it =)...Assignments only left Management as my presentations have been settled last week,Also something happened which really push most of the stress of me and yes i am happy and thankful!Its gonna be just another 6 weeks before my final exam.This weekend i will be going for the Penang Bridge Marathon,Hopefully i will be able to survive it =,=..

We went to the musical gathering last Friday and we were impressed by the band.That's how we came up with the idea of making one..Because of that i really need to improve my guitar skill now.NO more slacking.I have been slacking way too many weeks now. That's that and its late i guess I'm gonna go off to bed for now.NItez and stay tune =)

20th Birthday,Mooncake Festival,New Sem And Ipoh!

I Love u Guys!=D Thanks!!
I love You Guys Too,Thank You For The Surprises!!

Hey guys!Its been wayyy~ too long since i last update!Omg now that i think about it,its been almost 1 and a half month!Omfg~Anyway lets get started.

Firstly,I know I'm old now,my 20th birthday have been celebrated and it was fantastic,filled with surprises and great gift.

The story goes on like this,as usual i invited everyone to hang out,turn out everyone rejected me,its was a surprise to be rejected coz usually they would come out to eat and play since the new sem haven't start yet.So in the end only me,Fatty and Middle came out as usual(Gays).We went on and have dinner,and then cc and finally lakeside(favorite hangout spot).Few minutes later,V-Jen and the gang came with a cake!I was shocked because it was only 11pm and i didn't it to be early.turns out it was just a small celebration.i ate the cake and went back home,because NO ONE is willing to come out!so i went on home ready and prepared to go to bed,when i was about to go out from the room to get my towel,someone knock on the door.And when i open the door it goes BOOM!Sprays starting to come in,Friends singing Happy Birthday,and laughing leaving me in a state of shock!Lol~I was speechless due to overjoy and yea,almost but dint haha!i ate the cake again,and then went on to pool to finish the night.Oh wait, haven't end yet!when i came back to the house its around 2am,i went on to bath and guess what,when i came out from the bathroom,I got another surprise,this time from my bff(housemate) LOL..but i was just too tired to show any deep reaction,so i had another cake.

On my 20th birthday,i got 3 surprises 3 cakes and a gift.Best Birthday Ever.

I just wanna say

THANK YOU!!

Alright,Next,3 days after my birthday,we celebrated moon cake festival,it was really fun because i don't remember the last time i played it xD..Oh its sem 2 now.Not really satisfied with my result,still not getting over it till now.=(~Sem2 have been busy so far. Haven't back to penang for 7 weeks now,not till week 9,coz having a lot of assignments and test bugging me,so had to wait..I missed Home.Oh during week 3 and 4 i went to Ipoh,its really a nice city although nothing much there.but i still like it for its people and environment there!I saw Raymond Lam there too..I could say he is the most handsome guy i ever met so far.Lol.Sounds gay but its true!!..

Mostly I'm updating about my birthday,About my life.its been great.Stress from time to time.Been helping people too,I need to focus my studies now.I had too much regrets and failures, I'm not planning to add more to it.I hate myself but all i can do is to look to the future and wake up! =)...I'm 20 now,no more time to waste or else i would be far behind my friends.I guess that's it,i need to study for test and oh yeah Thanks again to my friends and hope my readers like the post this time =).

Till then,

Kee Guan.

1 Week Holiday

Hello guys!its been 5 days since my trip to KL.I watched Resident Evil last Saturday,its very nice and i may watch it again on Thursday in 3-D.This holiday is kinda boring,well got nothing to do except staying at home.I even started to watch Korean drama-Tree Of Heaven.Its very nice and interesting.But then sad at the same time Lol.Dramas~Today i received my 1st birthday present ,u can see from the picture above!=)..The present is a mystery though haha!but i really like it.Alright I'm going back to kampar this sunday to start my sem 2.Before that i will have to face my exam result.I'm really scare of the result and feel so stressed about it.I try not to thing about it but it just keep on coming back..Sighs~I really really hope i will pass everything except my maths though =(..Anyway no use worrying,we will see on that day..Oh on 20th which is my 1st day of class is my birthday =) I think i would get a surprise or something haha.Hopefully i will enjoy it but then if my results are bad i think i wont be able to enjoy it already =.=...Man~Bad timing haha.

Currently I'm without hand phone..My final hope,the old phone died on me just now..I got so frustrated and stunned! zzz~So to contact me is only through Facebook or msn for now.I think that's pretty much all for now.I'm gonna go continue my movie then off to bed!Thx for reading lol.this post are just a short update.Take care~

Klang,Subang,>Holiday!

Yo everyone!its been a while since i last update..as i mention in the last post i don't have a computer to do so!now that I'm back in penang i will be updating it!Firstly i will say about my exam.its over!on Monday earlier this week!I did quite well this time except for my maths..hope everything will went smoothly though =).But honestly I'm worried and stressed bout the result !~.~..

All right moving on to after exam that night we went to A-station,played Dota and then lakeside for bbq!we hangout and talked till midnight,went to mamak for supper after that,and then Roy's house play poker straight till 9am to catch early train!So we dint get to sleep at all for 24hours!As a result i slept through the whole train journey!Reach klang and went to wei shengs house for the 1st day.Very nice house but i was too tired so i practically slept through out the day lol..during the night time,we went to watch step up 3 at JJ.it's very nice!On the 2nd day we went to sunway lagoon with a total of 11 people.it was fun but very tiring and my phone died there too=(...So unlucky 'la' haha!..Slept at roy's house and surprisingly at 12.30am lol!And for the 3rd day we went to JJ again to sing karaoke.I sang for an house and slept for 2 hours till the end =,=...after that we walk around JJ and ate secret recipe..Went back to roy's house to pack up my things and stayed at Carols house for the night!

Ok that's pretty much all of it after summarizing.I wanna thank wei sehng,roy and carol for the stay and come to penang next time!will bring u guys to eat till u drop!HAHA!I'm having my 1 weeks holiday in penang now..will be lazy and hopefully go out to eat xD..

For the photos of my trip go to my FB to check it out..i cant upload pics coz my phone messed up :)
P.S I miss my friends in Utar and Lakeside :X

Exam,Worries,Fun~

Hey Guys and Girls!its been some time since i last updated.Firstly i wanna say my laptop Messed up so i cant online freely now.i can either use my roommate's laptop sometime or go to Cafes..anyway i will get a new laptop probably on October i guess.Next we have been choosing timetable for Sem 2 now.And today(yesterday) is the day.We went to A-Station in a group of 16 at least and choose the time table together.Its kind of exciting =) i manage to get it but im the last one!!Everyone get their respective Time and I'm still stuck at only 1 subs..Unfair LOL!Face problem??ISH~..Next week 1st September is my final exam.which will last till september 6..Honestly I'm very scared.But that's good but i try to relax myself more and also pressure myself with the fear to study as well.So the only way is to study with friends.Thanks Guys!.Oh and for the timetable thingy,i apologised for those who cant same class with me.(nothing to do with me but just say sorry LoL) we are all still friend although cant same class.can still hang out,so please don't think that we choose them over you or something like that ya :D..

Moving on,After exam most probably will follow classmates to Kl to go sunway lagoon!hope it will be a good one.Looking Forward to it eh!
For my life updates,I'm doing good,happy!Its almost a month since that very day.we are coping well as friends.Sometimes we just have to learn how to let go things am i right?Because as my friend NOob pig nee says,If that Person/things are not fated/destined for you then no matter how hard you try its will be very hard or should i say almost impossible to get.I'm not sad or something,just uh?Sharing LoL.For those who are really curious,our story is 1 person liking a girl,and build a relation from scratch.progressed well,but then afraid of the future coz very unstable(parents,locations,and restrictions) so we decided to stop and become friends =)
Its just chasing,not in a relationship.Clear?LoL..so don't misund =,= I'M single and uh,Secret now HeHe

Alright i guess i make it clear already i gotta go to sleep and just a note,I'm not gonna update my blog for some time now.cant online and also exam.so Just look at the old posts or my facebook for some mini updates.Thanks For reading.Have A good Day =)

Dissapoinment!

Im back to kampar again.It feels like yesterday that im in kampar but is going to be the 3rd day already.im writing this post now coz i cant sleep although i am darn tired!On sunday i went to church and then BUkit Jambul,Brought myself a 8gb pendrive.And get to eat my favourtie ice-kacang too!yay!and then on that day itself something very special happened.Secret coz its something i will keep to myself for now haha..

On monday yesterday,nothing much happen.only rest whole day and feeling tired+lazy..Today is a special day,our whole class wore formal!it was great!but too bad i was suffering bad stomach ace and i had to stay inside the toilet for a long time!As a result im so tired right now lol.

Well check out the photo we took today.What im disappointed is i am suppose to go back on wednesday to penang so that i can spend mor etime with my cousin who got back from france..but i was held back by the english test on thursday..So i had to go back on friday now/..sighs~:(..anyway i betetr try to get some sleep now ..Nitez!