Durian Feast~>.<

Durian=Kee Guan?

For the past 3 weeks i have been eating durian non stop..buying for myself to eat,eating at uncle house,and today yet again i buy for myself and its the biggest one..the total are 8 biji..omg!look at the pictures..guess what?i ate 5 of them myself coz nobody wanna eat it with me..(pity me la).

What to do?haha my condition now?i cant move,cant talk just can stay still =,=...

Btw i still have 2 ban chang kuih left OMG..HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH IT AA??...

ok enough bout durians lol..this week the time seems to pass so fast that its already wednesday tomorow!i miss my friends and family too..just for this week i wonder why?haha

starting from yesterday im offically an imitation of MJ(MICHAEL JACKSON) coz i love to do his sound of 'AU' and 'WAU' lols i love MJ and very sad coz he passed away T.T

Oh ya i edited my post again...i just came back from yennee/pepsi house..well i went there to let them eat the durians that i left lol..at 1st only 1 was open and the noob yen nee can only eat 3 noob piece lol..pepsi trying her best to create a new world record of enduring durian smell..after a while their housemate began to flood the room which was a surprise and a relieve for me haha!they help me finish it thx guys!

thats all i added thanks :) take care~

Eventful week

hey guys i cant believe its already a week since i last post :)..well where should i start..oh ya well this week i pay my course fee about rm888~hmm went to meetings on swc for preparation of oo nite..and i saw wuang ching!for some reason i felt happy haha..maybe too long dint see her!

im feeling happy that the atmosphere in swc is changing!it become slighty more cheerful now haha!

ok then for thursday nite i went to a concert featuring beau bristow he is a guy that creates his own music and sing it based on his life experience!i have been listening to his song since thursday till now haha!im sure he will be rise to be a popular artist in the future!about the concert it is held in a church..pretty fun actually!i will put some photos too..

the bad thing this week are my motorcycle tyre have been puncture front and back..i wonder how?sigh..it took rm 26 lol..pity me..curse the puncture!!

oh yea i saw transformer and im gonna watch it again for sure..mayb next week when kia chin come back :D!

as for now i will have to study hard and i have a new hobby to do now..meeting new people lol!

oh ya btw i would like to congratulate my senior for graduating and sorry for not seeing u guys at convo T.T...

congrats to zoe,hui yeen,cindy,wuang ching,keith,sharmeen,jason,yeang chuan,goh and etc...lols..i only list some i remember haha

well thats all for now..cya..will post again soon

I L0v3 YoU,etc..

'I love you'

These 3 words,how many people have ever said it to their parents?or hearing their parents saying it back to them?From my experience i only know that most of the teenagers these days especially guys only says I love You or send text messages to their Bf,Gf but not their parents.

Why am i saying this today?thats because a lady has told me this and i realise its so true especially for those who lost their dads or moms,they never get to say the word i love you to them from their heart..thats the time when they will regret because they never say it when they had the chance to do so..so what im trying to say is..starting tomorow or after reading this phone or send your parents a message saying I Love You and u will see a very lovely response thus brigthen our parents day..don hesitate or u will regret cause u will never get to say 'dad i love you or even happy fathers day dad to his face..:) so guys appreciate our parent regardless of how they treat us cause no matter what they do its for our good :D that what i believe

Ok now come to my story for the weekend,my little sis and bro came over from KL and stayed in my house for 2 nights,went back today though..luckily my sickness recover faster than i expected haha..so..we went to eat durians at batu maung at my uncles place..it was so nice that i ate so much of the durian,i forgot i was sick that time LOL...

About today me and kia chin went to uncle rodneys talk which was interesting and after that we went to pizza hut to have our lunch..it was fun meeting blaine,brandon,kuan chin,and few more which i don really remember their names..sorry ><..and after eating i rush back to butterworth because its late for kia chin as he got a bus to catch..to my surprise i got back in jus 15 minutes LOL..wat a pro i am haha!(joking)later in the evening i went back to penang again by motor and have a rest there..after waking up went to papa pizza for a nother pizza round AGAIN!!lol..i had aabout 10 pieces of pizza today..man all thanks to mr.rodney :D!well anyway thats about it for today!OHYA my rocky came back!!!LMAO i dono how or why but when he back he was injured and very thin..he must have hide in some places for a week..sad but hes recovering already haha!so happy~!

thx for reading..and for the i love u stuff i hope my words does not offend u guys..thx yea~

New Blog remake~

as u can see my blog is newly remake thanks to leon..he design it nicely and my face is there lols..anyway nothing to post actually not in the mood right now..so thats all for now :)

clubbing streak

its the 3th week of tarc college..nothing much yet of course monday lar..well today im sick due to 'someone'lol...and my dog may be lost forever..unsure yet..hmm just now went to coffe island with swc and new members and do something crazy~LOL

well having met a lot of members and preparing for oo nite...im once again the pa system guy haha but this time got lightning too lol..i hope everything will be fine then..hmm..wat else...

last week i said no more clubbing for me..but..all of a sudden i get 2 invitation that is this wed and next sat for clubbing...wtf.!when i wanna stop ppl call me go..when i wan go no ppl call me go..=,.=...im still thinking wan go or not..my pocket are getting dry now..sigh.~~xD

finally thats all xD

A Tunnel of light and a new resolution!!

Ive been thinking these few days(again,LoL)..i realise that hey my life wasn't that bad lar ok?i got SO MANY FRIENDS!!how can i forget that?im sorry friends ><>

So what if my lecturer are lousy?i will study by myself..its fine as long i attend their class and study hard myself?right?with 'no Dota' at my hostel now is already giving me plenty of time to study..work?i even forget that i wanted to enjoy my study life 1st and work later..i forgotten all...how old am i?LOL..noob lor..haha

Alright i hereby say it here on my BLOG i will study hard and no more depression like the previous post from me again!!yea im serious!....

...(crow pass through)

...baka~~

...baka~~

...baka~~

huh??nothing to write liao..lol..i just wanted to say i finally found back my way although its just a little i will still try my best!wish me luck:D :) :X

3rd week of tar college

the week 3 is here..nothing much happen yet..The thing now is my best friend is having his own problem at his college there which is very very complicated and i helped him out as much as i could..no matter what he had to settle it himself..anyway enough about him...today im gonna say about me again..kinda boring huh?so continue reading if u wan~..

Firstly referring back to my last post which i say my life is lost..its still going on..i feel that im currently living my life without any purpose..im always being the good guy helping people out on their own personal problems but when it comes to me i cant even help myself..isnt that a..shame?

when i cant even settle my own problem i wanna help people?why do that?thats the question i cant solve myself!I have been having sleepless night because of thinking wat to do next and i cant figure it out..

Last time I am Filled with:

~Happiness

~Confident

~High Motivation

~judge thing carefully

~enlightened mood and happy always

BUt now its the total opposite..

I am happy from the outside as always when u see me but on the inside..im not..i wonder do i really need support and help from others?or should i just stop studying instead?sigh...

the reason why i suggest stop studying is because i cant afford to keep wasting my mom's money!she is alone working now and shes already 51!she can only work for few more years now..my fathers gone and im the only child so i will have to work hard and support her..but currently the way i am now are so useless..Kee Guan U sucks~!big time!

Im good at consoling others but not on myself..i wont show my emotion to others but only my happy faces..thats because i do not wish for u guys to see a sad noob.. :)

should i change course?college?or mayb should i just continue wat im doing now?there are so many FUCKING unsolved/unanswered question in my mind right now...i feel so stressful..is this the life of a college where people feel lost?watever..well guys who know me well should be shock to even believe wat im saying right now..but thats the truth!

And lastly.. i feel relieve after  writing this  out..and a P.S..(i almost drop my tears when writing this,i wish i had someone to offer me a shoulder XD!!~~feels so girlish lol)

i do not want anything.i just want one thing only ONE THING!!

THAT IS MY CONFIDENT!!

last but not least,thanks again to those who continue to read up to this point..really appreciate u guys for hearing me out k?nitez..

2nd week of tarc college

this is my 2nd week of my new sem of tarc college,wat im trying to say is im very unhappy about my classses right now..it seems the lecturers are the 'left out' ones to teach us..the class are soo boring and the teaching is just so...indescribable..sigh till now i still feel regret over my past mistake although i know i have to move forward..i hatet myself for being so weak hearted and cant discipline myself well enough..that just prove that i am still NOT MATURE ENOUGH!

nevertheless,i will move on and change so that i wont repeat my past mistake again..well enough of my complains..what past is past..

hmm now now...today actually is the worst day of the week..i vomitted for at least 10 hours already..why can i vomit till so long?its because of excessive 'head shake' and alcohol lol..

so at the moment i am phobia of alcohol and clubbing lol.. yesterday to those who go with me i say sorry!i am still concious and remember what i did..its just that i cant control my movement because of the alcohol!hope those who know me still remember me!kawan dah haha!anyway thats all..i have to go back to rest now..so long.!

KL trip and updates

I went to Kl last thursday to celebrate my cousins birthday..alot of kid came and it was a successful event..for the pictures visit my facebook haha..then the next day i went to see Dr.Bunheads performance..it is  a science experiment which is wicked cool!then went back on sunday.which is yesterday

thats pretty much for last week..oh ya we also had a beach party!

as for today,i went to college for my account lecture which is so OMG!!boring like hellzz!!i went to foyer before that and saw nescafe store!yahoo!i grab about 3 cups and drink LOL...greedy!

then a thing started to happen!a few student leaders started approaching me and ask my name is it u are the pa system guy?then i say yes..the next thing that i PANTANG the most are they immediately whisper to other girl that i simply cant help but overheard that i am the one who chase a freshie...wtf...i don mindppl saying me but not through whispering infront of me directly!sigh...nvm forget it haha!at least it raise my popularity!!WAHAHAHA!

i have been thinking over the past few days..what should i do?will i succeed in my studies?will i be able to succeed in life?can i repay my debt to my mom?

so many questions so many doubts in my life..sometimes i wonder why am i so lazy??am i a useless person that only know how to face the computer screen and press the stupid keyboard?

i know i can change all that if i got a motivation and self confident!!

well.. thats all now what i must do is!concentrate my studies!!

anyway 

                                           My Future Is Lost!